I remember how we used to count paving stones
between home and school. Straps of backpacks
leaving marks on bare legs.
Your arm through mine, an anchor.
I remember how every day was an adventure.
We, the heroes, sharing segments of tangerine
and secrets in a made-up language.
Later, at the big school where we didn’t want to go
you taught her the secret language I invented for us.
I waved, but you didn’t seem to notice me.
That playground, an island.
I remember how I walked home alone, counting nothing.
My backpack behind me like a sad dog.
The weight of an uneaten tangerine in my pocket.
(c) Leen Raats
This poem was published in DarkWinter Literary Magazine from Canada, in November 2025.

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